What kind of place would heaven be with all its streets of gold, if all the souls, that dwell up there like yours and mine, were old? How strange would heaven’s music sound when harps begin to ring, if children were not gathered ‘round to help the angels sing. The children that God sends to us are only just a loan, He knows we need their sunshine to make the house a home. We need the inspiration of a baby’s blessed smile. He doesn’t say they’ve come to stay, just lends them for a while. Sometimes it takes them years to do the work for which they come. Sometimes in just a month or two our Father calls them home. I like to think some souls up there bear not one sinful scar. I love to think of heaven as a place where children are.
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Two Years on
Hi Sunshine
It will be 2 years tomorrow that you left us, I wish I could say that its all fine and well but you know me I will present a fron so that people think this is the case but we both know whats going on inside and I don't think that I really need to tell you this do I.
I really felt a gaping hole when we all went to Wembley the other week you would have loved it,you would have been egging on the twins singing and chanting.
I hope that you are with grandma she really did miss you until she died in January she used to say she could feel you lying on the bed beside her as you used to when you got in from school I hope for her it was you
Grandads like me putting a front on make sure you are watching over him for me Dom.
Love and miss you more than ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sorry I haven't written anything here for so long Dom I really don't know whats going on with me, things are meant to get easier so people say but I am finding it just the opposit.
Before you start lecturing yes I know get yourself together mum I can hear you now.
It will be your 16th birthday in 9 weeks, we should be planning a big party instead of visiting you at a cemetary life stinks ! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Grandma
Hi sunshine
Grandma came to join you today, Im sure you will be watching out for her she will be so happy seeing you again look after her Dom and Keep a watch over grandad for me when im not there
xxxx mum xxx
Our 2nd christmas without you
Hi sunshine
I dont think I need to tell you how much you are missed every day of the year, I cannot put into my own words how we feel at the moment so here are some that I found.
Remembering you son at christmas time.
At christmas its so hard to bear
the pain thats left behind
it seems to follow everywhere
inside the heart and mind.
And with the sadness an the grief
there comes a sense of disbelief.
But through the pain an sorrow
there appears a ray of light
it gives hope for tomorrow
an it shines both day and night.
It stems from endless love and pride
an always reaches far an wide.
Yes son, this christmas message
is to say how loved you are
and in the sky there'll always be a very special star.
A star that outshines all the rest
for life with you was truly blessed.
Almost Christmas
good morning sunshine
well its nearly Christmas again our second without you, another day of pretending that everythings fine and making an effort for other people when our hearts arn't in it false smiles and laughter is the order of the day. Your little sister is getting so tall now she is not far from your height and she misses you so much as do we all.
I am hoping that the family will leave me alone to spend some time with you on christmas day rather than fussing round me you know how much I detest fussing.
"I'll lend you for a little time
A child of Mine," He said,
"For you to love the while he lives,
And mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven years
Or twenty-two or three,
But will you, till I call him back,
Take care of him for Me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you,
And should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories
As solace for your grief."
"I cannot promise he will stay,
Since all from earth return.
But there are lessons taught down there
I want this child to learn.
I've looked this wide world over,
In my search for teachers true.
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes,
I have selected you.
Now will you give him all your love,
Not think the labor vain,
Nor hate Me when I come to call
And take him back again?"
I fancied that I heard them say,
"Dear Lord, Thy will be done,
For all the joy Thy child shall bring,
The risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness,
We'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for him,
Much sooner than we planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes,
And try to understand."
Few people come into our lives
and make everything shine,
but you're one of those
rare and splendid jewels
who makes the whole world bright.
When I am sad, you make me smile.
When I am alone and blue,
you are there for me,
and you make me feel strong enough
to accomplish anything.
Because I appreciate
the many things you do,
more than words can say,
I'm sending you the Candle of Love,
and hoping you receive
many blessings from above.
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Please send the candle of love to someone
who has touched your life, and keep the flame
of love burning bright.
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Love & thanks for all your support xxxx
another sleepless night
Hi sunshine,
well I am at it again sitting up at this silly hour with thoughts of you whirling through my head, its strange how many little everyday things remind us of you.
Moomin wants a pink guitar, I hope it's a passing phase I don't think I could bear anyone else playing a guitar in the house that was your niche driving us all to distraction with your renditions of deafening music lol good but deafening, and your all time phrase Dom turn that amp down.
You are missed very much everyday, but each day that goes by brings us all a day closer to seeing you again.
Night Dom
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mum
Cant Sleep
Hey Dom , as you probbly know i came up to see you today and left you a soppy note and some flowers your probably gnna laugh at me for =] , but right now i don't feel right going to sleep without saying goodnight to you. So goodnight mate , take care and i'll see you on sunday - Paul
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